Gotta fight that monster!

It is funny how ones got everything so organized but only in his/her mind.

At work I can say I am pretty good at organizing my work. I do follow up and documented every little details in a matter for anyone to understand without a guide. It is also the same in my head. I see that I go to the gym 3 times a week at the same particular time. I have the days I go for a massage. Everything is documented in my blackberry. Only the idea of how organize my life is make me really happy. So why it is impossible for me to actually maintain it besides in my head. I know I am smart and that I have great potentials but there is always that little monster call lack of motivation that stopping me of doing so. I want to believe I am not the only one out there that encounter that monster.... But enough is enough may today be the day I will get my motivation on back on track... ok now who am I kidding? I practically say that to myself everyday at this same particular time. Why will today be different? "I" is the only reason why today will be any different... I am the answer. I challenge myself... Started today I will make sure fight this monster....

To you dear monster: you are dead!